June 2010
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May 2010
71 posts
The Why-Worry Generation
There was an article in the NY Times Sunday Magazine about ME!
And my friends and peers and everyone else born “between 1982 and 2002”. I really liked this issue of the Sunday Magazine for several reasons. Namely, the interview with John Waters, the semantics of COOL, the article about music videos, and well, the M.I.A. profile.
But I really liked one about me. I felt a little...
Amy Winehouse
When ‘Back To Black’ first came out my dad bought it but then after all the gossip mags started ragging on how she was an alcoholic, he told my mom to return it. He didn’t want to be contributing to her alcoholism. But I managed to convince my mom to keep it, she agreed because she didn’t feel like going to Target.
This morning on TV they were showing footage of V-Fest and...
Animated GIF of the Day: How Lost Should Have...
thedailywhat:
Now I get it.
[randompictures.]
chiddy bang - opposite of adults
I've done it!
I don’t care anymore. This is as detached as it gets for me. Maybe my priorities are out of line, but I feel like none of this pressure is getting to me anymore. My life isn’t going to be ruined because of this and I’m going to be fine.
just sayin'
Tsukii: The cafeteria is like mean girls; weird couple, white people, asian girls.
Me: Who are we?
Tsukii: "The Greatest People You Will Ever Meet".
This is exactly how I feel →
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I don’t know whether to laugh or cry it was so bad. I would rant but I don’t like rant blogs but all I will say is that I am so, so ready to sent lots of hate mail to Damon Lindelof and Carlton Cuse.
my support system part 3
me: who else follows you on tumblr?
Stretch: um nobody :(
me: well me!
Stretch: but i haven't told anyone about its existence
me: i feel so special
Stretch: well i originally made my tumblr for you
me: REALLY
Stretch: yeah so you could judge me so you'd be less feisty about people judging you
builds trust!
me: i love you so much right now
Stretch: you always love me yasmin
me: no sometimes you piss me off
but not right now!
Stretch: -_____-
I went to Panda Express
My fortune says, “NOW IS A GOOD TIME TO TRY SOMETHING NEW”, which is good news because I’m going to.
an excerpt from an email i wrote to tsukii...
On Tuesday my mom said that my grades are going to ruin my life. Then on the same day Mr. Jennings talked to us about how grades don’t reflect the person we will be and who we are. He says, sure they’re related to the school you go to but otherwise your grades have nothing to do with YOU. I agree with Mr. Jennings but at the same time I really really wish I wasn’t going to...
Another dream job →
meanwhile...
I bought my first issue of i-D at Barnes & Noble on Saturday because they didn’t have any copies of Nylon. It was really expensive but I love it. Reading this, plus Tavi’s blog, and looking through The Sartorialist is the reason why I decided to start a new project this summer with Nicole. I’m so excited. I hope it works out and that we pull through. One of my dreams is to...
belle and sebastian - dress up in you
Mostly a reminder to myself
This Tumblr has gotten to the point where it is way too self-serving for me to handle. I’ve thought about deleting it and doing more constructive things with my time so often lately but something always comes up. I think I just spend too much time complaining on here and it’s unhealthy to bitch and flounder in self-pity so much. So, I’m going to stop bitching and floundering and...
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Of Love's uneven remainders, our lives are...
but if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall then I think we would see the beauty then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges, like a story told by the fault lines and the soil.
fml
Tsukii thinks I look like Saladfingers…………………..
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oh so i'm fulfilling the dreams of me, age 13
bought tickets for warped tour hahahhaha I remember when I used to recognize all the bands that were playing-not anymore. But whatever I’ve always wanted to go and it’s more the experience not so much to see all the alt bands I used to like. I am actually really excited though!!
I used to not have "heroes"
but then I watched The Hills and witnessed Kelly Cutrone in action. I love everything she says:
“You know where nice people end up? In welfare.”
“I never thought of myself as a feminist because I believe in equality.”
“Your dreams are ballbusters; they’re not the yellow brick road, and you have to really understand, most of our life we’re following this carrot...
I'm looking up synonyms for "sickening"
History homework is to write your opinion of major Chinese communist history events; The Great Leap Forward, The Cultural Revolution, Tiananmen Square.
ok enough wallowing
I’m hanging out with kevin and nicole tonight!
i'm still stressed about my jacket
Not as much as yesterday and I wouldn’t really care normally but I spent so much money on it and my dad will be pissed and yell at me again like the time I lost my sweatshirt and he already thinks I’m irresponsible and spacey but maybe I’ll find it on monday? =\ I hope so.
wallowing
I wish I could talk to someone about this and I wish that it was easier to explain how I feel. I don’t like it when you think you have me figured out. I tell my friends the events but I feel so detached from them that I forget how I actually feel. I felt miserable yesterday for so many reasons, but it’s not so bad when the TV is on or I’m listening to the radio or if I’m...
big star - thirteen
“My one regret in life is that I am not someone else.”
– Woody Allen
no but really
I don’t know if I should care or not anymore
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Issues
I really want to intern at EQCA with Tsukii but I really don’t think my parents would let me. I hate their political views sometimes. I know my mom knows how I feel but we never talk about it. My dad definitely doesn’t know, but he doesn’t know anything about my opinions on things. It frustrated me when he said I was narrow-minded. I can be, but I try not to.
I wish I could just...
So this is it then? You’re here to win...
Lockdown
House: I like being alone. At least, I convince myself that I'm better off that way. And then I met someone at a psychiatric hospital of all places. She changed me. And then she left. We're better off alone. We suffer alone. Doesn't matter if you're a model husband, or father of the year. Tomorrow will be the same for you.
Patient: But yesterday would have been different.
another list
graph trig functions, do all math homework since friday spanish excercises, examen practica study for makeup orales chem lab ppm/ppb chem ch 20 ws final draft editorial read 3 cups of tea work on timeline
not bad at all, but nap first
a list
lunch today was different! good ratio, 4:0 for once in my life
usually its 1:2
or 2:2 if nicoles there
I love lit
I like everyone in my class and I always have fun
And I’m big book nerd
And I like being deep… hahahah
I’m such a joke
Looking at the cobrasnake used to make me jealous and listless but now I just get excited
I should care more about my grades but I...
ugh
i had to come to school 4 hours earlier than i usually do to take the CAHSEE which I finished in less than an hour
so I spent 3 hours at school just studying chem in the caf by myself because I’m stubborn and was pissed about the text
because coming to school early isn’t a moral issue! i’m not the douchebag in this situation
i left two questions blank on the quiz
justin got...
can't get no satisfaction
cause I try and I try and I try and I try
i should stop using a111 as a refuge from spanish
………….nah
I haven’t gone to spanish or math all week, lets see how long I can keep this up!
melbo mene - i adore you
i'm back to dreading school
so much for my good mood/expectations
this sucks
can I just be 18 already
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